December 2011
58 posts
Stolen
Today my wallet got stolen that had all my Christmas money I had earned from babysitting and my birthday money from my cousins. My insurance card was in the wallet as well. My license and moms credit card were in the wallet that I either lost of got stolen last Friday. Everything I have is gone. They even took my change purse. It makes me really sad because I bought all of those wallets because...
over-soul:
i’m not happy anywhere but by my fucking self WHAT THE FUCK
Half way around the world lies the one thing that...
I read a book called paper towns and it was alright but I wanted it to better. Maybe I read it too slowly or didn’t think about it enough but I know that it did teach me one good lesson and open my eyes to a good idea. There is a girl in the story who is like magic and she is bigger and more than everyone there. She runs away so that she can escape the paper town she lives in. I get what she...
Doesn't it scare you, your will is not as strong...
It makes me feel like nothing when I think about my life. I keep messing up and not being enough and it just slaps me in the face and hurts everytime. I don’t care about school because there is so much more of a life I could be living. I’m trapped in the labyrinth and I’m scared that I’ll never be brave enough to leave it.
I think it's very sad
That sometimes the only way to make a person miss you is to ignore them. And that a lot of times the only time I decide to miss people is when they miss me. Shouldn’t it be more than that? Or less than that? I am and these people really so shallow? I was thinking also about like books and movies and things that I see that are very beautiful and that I want for myself. And I guess they are...
i am so ANGRY
I AM LIVID
WHY
Am I so afraid. I am always so afraid to commit or leap or jump or fall or something. There is always something scaring me
People need people
I’ve been thinking about this and maybe it’s really lame and not unique or profound but I don’t mean it to be. I think it’s really cool how one person can bring out the best in another person. It’s like someone can give someone else the power to be better than they usually are. I guess you see it a lot in people who are dating but not always. It’s like when I...
it's such a common theme in my life
for me to fuck everything up. that is the last time i want to use that word. but it’s true. it scares me how i think everything is ok but when i actually look back at my life i see that each venture i’ve started i manage to mess up. every good thing that comes to me i somehow lose hold of. it makes me feel so weak and stupid and small. i hate to think that the people who believe i am...
